♥ Truth Is Beautiful ; But So Are Lies.

my arms feels like breaking, my lips feels like its tearing apart, my thumbs seems to be swelling into huge red balls.
well, apparently i went to band today, with Ying Jie.
Lee Hao went Malaysia, pangseh us.
& yes, its been 146874578 years since i actually touched my pathetic clarinet.
ohh, besides i was given some disgusting clarinet, that is infested with infectious saliva. which might possiby be cancerous. yuckk.
i don't exactly like how things work there now. its so totally different.
so many things changed. i can't take it especially when some people are so high & mighty of themselves when they got some oh-so-fucking-great post.
i don't give a hoot whether you've got a grade 8 in piano or whatever.
you don't judge how well someone can play through that.
so what if you've got musical capability in piano.
doesn't mean your clarinet sound would be nice. it can be disgusting & totally flat.
this refers to someone who's so arrogant & assumes she's the best player in the whole universe or something.
if you don't understand why all this is happening in the section, try reflecting on yourself.
maybe it'd work & help to sort things our better.
but i highly doubt you'll ever get to read this post.
i actually went for band from 8.15a.m to 6.00p.m.
feels like i'm doing it for self-tormenting purposes. ...

rushed out to meet Jaime after band.

she was feeling upset. :(( so i went to pei her.

i specially brought 2 pactkets of tissue for her in case she needs it.

i hope she feels happier now.

tried Rock Fever 3 with her. hahaha. i don't know how play.

lucky nobody saw, otherwise i don't know where i'd hide my face.

maybe dig a whole & crawl into it.

our intention was to play Puzzle Fighter, but Star Factory doesn't have, sadly.

slacked around, went home before 12. :)

i am sleepy. *yawnnnns.

i just realised there's like tons of homework waiting for me.