♥ Truth Is Beautiful ; But So Are Lies.

Chambers is not a place for gangsters.
or a lot of gangsters go to.
well, maybe there are. but not all!
see, LeeHao, YingJie, Darry & others go there too.
they aren't gangsters. not even the least bit.
they are such decent people who still goes to school.

& worse of all, i wonder what instigated our parents to think that lanshops are opened by gangsters. *rolls eyes*
its just potential business in which people see that they can earn money lor.

so fucked up. kns.
i've been home for the past few days.
just go out a while cannot?
after the exams. siao.
the police didn't say i am grounded or banned from Chambers forever.
Chambers is just a lan gaming center.
besides, i hardly ever game there.
i just go there to find my friends or Vincent.
what the hell is wrong with going out after the exams?

my parents are such suckers.
they never understand how i feel.
or make the effort to.
i'm still a teenager who is still growing.
& i did things out of curiousity.

nagging doesn't work on me.
lecturing doesn't work on me.
reverse psychology doesn't either.
& perhaps your should just shut up on those mood-spoiling topics.
they don't scare me off, really.
they just make me feel irritated.

not that i don't want to care about your stupid illness.
but i think you're sick in the head too.
i don't see what the frigging hell is wrong with going to Chambers.

just because i have a police case, doesn't mean i cannot go to Chambers again.
its not like we were caught there.

& apparently, you're despising my friends.
just because they do not have a higher education in this society.
you, yourself claims not to judge a book by its cover.
but you are contradicting yourself.
people who smoke doesn't mean they're bad.
people who go to Chambers doesn't mean they are gangsters, doesn't mean their education level is low, doesn't mean they don't study.

i may need to reflect on the things i've done.
you should too, cause whatever you're saying, doesn't make any sense to me, woman.